This is our Wedding night April 8, 1978 ~ It was one of the best decisions I had ever made. I married my best friend ~ Marriage has been a challenging but rewarding journey. My amazing man has been there for me many times when I was struggling to find my way. I have been there to reach for his hand when he was falling. I have had the strength to pull him up and believe in him when he did not believe in himself ~ that I thank God for every day! I AM Relentless and Enduring and I now choose to see God in everyone… to see past their adversity and see the day that they triumph
This was our honeymoon pictures in Death Valley.
This gorgeous amazing man is my savior ~ I am so thankful he found me on this earth and has been steadfast in knowing that we were supposed to be soul partners.
This gorgeous amazing man is my savior ~ I am so thankful he found me on this earth and has been steadfast in knowing that we were supposed to be soul partners.
When I look at this image of this girl I see a determined, beautiful young woman that has everything that she needs to be ~ all that her thoughts can ever imagine. She has not even a clue of what life has in store, but she is willing to let it be what is. WOW! ~ What an amazing life she has in store... if she only knew…
FAITH got her through ~
Niels ~
Good morning my relentless son… I am writing to you to share my continuing story that I have been posting to my blog. I know I have already sent you some of that story . I thought I would send you my last blog I just posted. My inspiration was your Dad and my anniversary on April 8th… 36 years! I went through our pictures to make a montage to put on Facebook, I will include it in this letter. So this blog is leading up to our marriage and then of course having my amazing children….
What I got most out of my experience of writing and making the montage ~ was that life is what it is and sometimes how others and we think it should be, is not usually the way it is. We need to live our own lives and live it through our heart and soul. What is it that works for us, what makes us happy? Are we doing the best we can with the tools and awareness that we have at this time? If that is true and it usually is, then we are doing it exactly right. God sent us here to have this experience in our own way, a way that is our soul signature. No one else lives our life… just we do. The more we are aware of that and give ourselves to that fact, the more we connect to our authenticity of “who we really are”. Our resisting to that which we wish we were not, is where our pain, upset and unhappiness comes from. As your mother I feel that you have struggled being who you are authentically… being a man and being emotional and heartfelt is a tough road in this world. You have chosen to be who you really are for a reason and that reason resides inside of you. You will find strength when you surrender to that and “JUST BE”! All that you feel that you want to change” IS THAT, THAT IS THE ALL OF YOU” and it could be the best part of YOU when you accept that is “Who You Really Are”. There is an amazing feeling of freedom as you start to accept the parts of yourself that you wish you could change. As you accept, forgive and "LET GO" of the past of what you should have ~ could have ~ would have… When you have empathy for YOU and see yourself through a loving God’s eyes. That is when you begin to heal…
I love you with all my heart and soul and pray every day for your safety and healing… I know that this is your time for YOU!
Good morning my relentless son… I am writing to you to share my continuing story that I have been posting to my blog. I know I have already sent you some of that story . I thought I would send you my last blog I just posted. My inspiration was your Dad and my anniversary on April 8th… 36 years! I went through our pictures to make a montage to put on Facebook, I will include it in this letter. So this blog is leading up to our marriage and then of course having my amazing children….
What I got most out of my experience of writing and making the montage ~ was that life is what it is and sometimes how others and we think it should be, is not usually the way it is. We need to live our own lives and live it through our heart and soul. What is it that works for us, what makes us happy? Are we doing the best we can with the tools and awareness that we have at this time? If that is true and it usually is, then we are doing it exactly right. God sent us here to have this experience in our own way, a way that is our soul signature. No one else lives our life… just we do. The more we are aware of that and give ourselves to that fact, the more we connect to our authenticity of “who we really are”. Our resisting to that which we wish we were not, is where our pain, upset and unhappiness comes from. As your mother I feel that you have struggled being who you are authentically… being a man and being emotional and heartfelt is a tough road in this world. You have chosen to be who you really are for a reason and that reason resides inside of you. You will find strength when you surrender to that and “JUST BE”! All that you feel that you want to change” IS THAT, THAT IS THE ALL OF YOU” and it could be the best part of YOU when you accept that is “Who You Really Are”. There is an amazing feeling of freedom as you start to accept the parts of yourself that you wish you could change. As you accept, forgive and "LET GO" of the past of what you should have ~ could have ~ would have… When you have empathy for YOU and see yourself through a loving God’s eyes. That is when you begin to heal…
I love you with all my heart and soul and pray every day for your safety and healing… I know that this is your time for YOU!